Responding From Within
I saw it more clearly this time. It might appear as if I’m being repetitive with the word “clear,” but that’s how I best understand things. Not in the moment of speaking, but in what came after.
I wasn’t just explaining. I was looking for something back. A sign. Agreement. Something to confirm what I already knew. And when it didn’t come, I felt it.
The urge to adjust. To say it differently. To make it land.
But underneath that, nothing had actually shifted. What I knew was still there. Unchanged. I stayed with that.
Not waiting for it to be reflected back. Not needing it to be received a certain way.
Just letting it be mine.
And I noticed something subtle. The need to prove it began to fade when I stopped asking for it to be confirmed.
There was no need for me to elaborate. Their agreement wasn’t necessary for me. I had to answer using only the information I already possessed. I had to reply with factual information, not emotional reactions. And let that be enough.
Prompt: What do you know to be true in this moment? What would it look like to respond from that? Can you stay steady, even when it’s uncomfortable?